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| "When God is all you have then that is when you find out that He is all you need. Life is too short, too precious, too painful to waste on worldly bubbles that burst. Heaven is too great, hell is too horrible, eternity is too long that we should putter around on the porch of eternity."
John Piper | | |
| I'm a huge fan of Ashley Tisdale's new music! She has a new album coming out!! I'm super excited about it! Her new single's video is absolutely amazing! I love it and can totally relate:  | | |
| 2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to critisize,
hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in you hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe
May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breahte
There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
But you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
inside of me, threatening the life they belong to
And i feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
oh breathe, just breathe. | | |
| I love my job, don't get me wrong. But then my job can be boring like today: we've had one run. Not that I want people to get hurt so that I can go help them, but time passes a lot faster when this happens...lol I hope I'm not too cynical. ADDENDUM: Of course not doing anything allows for me to do pointless surveys like this one... What bill do you hate paying the most?
~ ♥ my phone bill
Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner?
~ ♥ anywhere there's a romantic guy 
Last time you puked from drinking?
~ ♥ Never. I hold it all pretty darn well
When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar?
~ ♥ A couple weeks ago and never
Name of your first grade teacher?
~ ♥ Mrs. Tyson - omg she scared me so much!! lol
What do you really want to be doing right now?
~ ♥ Going on a run
What did you want to be when you were growing up?
~ ♥ I wanted to be in the military
How many colleges did you attend?
~ ♥ Two and a half
Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now?
~ ♥ It's my work uniform
GAS PRICES First thought?
~ ♥ I'd walk if it weren't for the snow!
If you could visit anywhere and take someone with you...
~ ♥ Great Britain with my girls - Em, Kathleen, and Whit
First thought when the alarm went off this morning?
~ ♥ "Just a few more minutes..."
Last thought before going to sleep last night?
~ ♥ "Keep holding onto Jesus because at least He's not letting go"
Favorite style of underwear for the opposite sex?
~ ♥ boxers
What errand/chore do you despise?
~ ♥ going on errands in general
If you didn't have to work, would you volunteer at an art gallery?
~ ♥ oh yes! But I think I'd be making films instead
Get up early or sleep in?
~ ♥ go to bed early and get up early!! (Sadly, my work schedule has forever changed this and I'm almost an insomniac)
What is your favorite cartoon character?
~ ♥ Sylvester the Cat
Are you planning on remaining in your current field?
~ ♥ For as long as God leads
Do you see yourself married in the next five years?
~ ♥ I have no idea. Yes and no?
Your favorite lunch meat?
~ ♥ Turkey. I HATE ham.
What do you get every time you go into a WalMart?
~ ♥ a headache
Beach or lake?
~ ♥ Hard one! Um, beach
Do you think marriage is an outdated ritual?
~ ♥ No, it's a covenant
TV show you miss?
~ ♥ Didn't used to watch much TV
Favorite guilty pleasure?
~ ♥ Victoria's Secret and buying lingerie
Favorite movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?
~ ♥ *shh* it's a secret... ;) I get made fun of no matter what I like. lol
What's your drink?
~ ♥ Vodka Cranberry
Cowboys or Indians?
~ ♥ COWBOYS!!!
Cops or Robbers?
~ ♥ Robbers. Only because I have very strong feelings against cops who are incompetent at their jobs.
Do you cheer for the bad guy in a movie?
~ ♥ No because if he's really good at being bad he scares me and I cry. lol
What Hollywood star do you think resembles you best?
~ ♥ Hmm...help? idk! lol (and not lucy liu - just b/c she's asian doesn't mean she resembles me hahahaha)
If you had to pick one, which cast member of Lost would you be?
~ ♥ None. Don't watch it.
What do you want when you are sick?
~ ♥ Someone to take care of me and just to get better
Who from high school would you like to run into?
~ ♥ Most people from ATI
What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?
~ ♥ 100.9 Radio Now!, 99.5, and *blush* 98.3 Radio Disney
Worst relationship mistake that you wish you could take back?
~ ♥ Initials are B.R. and my best friends want him dead. Everything's been messed up ever since...
Do you like the person who sits directly across from you at work?
~ ♥ Well, it depends upon who's on the shift. ;)
If you could get away with it, whom would you kill?
~ ♥ "thou shalt not murder."
What famous person would you like to have dinner with?
~ ♥ Josh Groban or Celine Dion
What famous person would you like to sleep with?
~ ♥ *giggle* Oh that's way too easy...
Have you ever had to use a firearm?
~ ♥ Had to? no. Know how? um, no. lol
Last book you read?
~ ♥ a manga...don't remember its name. hahahaha
DO YOU HAVE A TEDDY BEAR?
~ ♥ YES! :) His name is Gummy Bear. I think. lol.
Strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth?
~ ♥ in the parking lot of a photoshoot
Somewhere in California you've never been and would like to go?
~ ♥ Never been to Cali!! Someday I will go!!!!!!!
Number of texts in a day?
~ ♥ Oh, that's hard. Too many.
If you had to choose - would you start a new career or relationship?
~ ♥ I would start a new relationship.
Favorite Winter Olympic Sport?
~ ♥ x-games: x-treme snowboarding. i wanna learn SO bad.
Pencil or pen?
~ ♥ pen
Ancient Egyptians or Mayans?
~ ♥ ancient egyptians.
How many jobs have you had?
~ ♥ 5?
Are you where you thought you would be at this age?
~ ♥ No because I'm not rich and famous...hahaha. Joke. No, because I"m not in law school. ;) | | |
| Wow! Life has been absolutely C-R-A-Z-Y since I was posting regularly on my Xanga!! I am now an EMT-B with Seals Ambulance Service, worked for Wishard Health Services for awhile, help out in St. Vincent Jennings Hospital and volunteer for a rural EMS service down in hobeydoke country.  I love my job! Hopefully I'll be able to become a Paramedic, then a Flight Medic/Nurse, join the Coast Guard or Navy or Air Force and apply my emergency medicine skills in a job there, and become a firefighter. *whew* Lots on my plate, but it's great to be goal driven!!
I'm learning a lot about sacrifice and letting go. I sacrifice sleep, food, and energy to give aid to people at one of the worst moments of their lives, but I gain compassion and experience in my field. One of the weirdest things is to work a code (do CPR) on a "dead person..." I don't do dead ppl...lol
Here are some recent pictures from my New Year celebration:
I had the cutest dress ever that was only $30!!
Our fabulous group!!! Even though I went after pulling a 24 hour shift, I had soooo much fun! XOXO loves!
This picture of Cassie, Jamie, and me was featured on IndyStar.com!!
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